Then, I leave the room and immediately start thinking through all my interactions (or lack of interactions) with my son that day. And by the time I am downstairs again, I have convinced myself that I need to be a better mom tomorrow.
Parental guilt. It's an awful thing. And it's universal: At least one study suggests that parents feel more than 20 guilty moments a day. (That number might be low.) For example, my range of guilty thoughts at this very moment include the following:
- It was a beautiful day and I didn't take my son to the park
- I dragged him on an errand with me that I could have done earlier in the week on my own
- I missed watching his swim class today because I had too much scheduled for us
- I am already late getting dinner started, so we are going to eat later than I'd like
- Eating later means that we might not have enough time to play a board game before bed
But that's the thing: I try really hard not to let myself. Because it is far too easy to start mom-ologuing my faults to myself. And that helps no one.
Instead, I think I will do as my son does and accept myself with my flaws and just try to be the best Mom I can be every day.
What parental guilty thought is dragging you down? Unburden yourself in the comments.
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